May 18, 2021

Oh Sai Rama - A Heartfelt Poem

 


Oh Sai Rama , Let your name be my Sahasranamaa

Let my devotion to you be consistent , 

Whether or Not , Challenges are insistent 

Let my Love for you be my highest Gain , 

Whether or Not , I am tested by biggest Pain , 

Let my Hands forever Hold your feet ,

And Let that be my biggest Treat , 

Let my Legs motion Towards All Things Sai Approved , 

And If not, Let my Intentions to move be Removed ,

Let my Mind hold your sight open or closed ,

And if not, let my eyes never Open or Close ,

Let my Breath inhale the Incense in your Presence, 

And let that be my breath's Essence ,

Let my Sleep be filled with your Dreams ,

And Let that bring me to Blissful tears in Streams  , 

Let my vocal Chords Vibrate on Your Name ,

And Let that alone Reverberate in all my Time Frame ,

Let your Mental awareness be my only Force of Living ,

And if not , let your nearness be my only Source of Living ,

Oh Sai Rama , Let your name be my Sahasranama ,

Oh Sai Rama , Let your name be my Sahasranama,

Oh Sai Rama , Let your name be my Sahasranama



samastha lokah sukhino bhavanthu


Apr 30, 2021

A Self-Audit Checklist for Behavioral Performance as a Swami Devotee



The following checklist samples out some of the questions a devotee should ask themselves when they want to assess how well they are doing as a Swami follower. Sometimes, we notice an invisible spiritual ego rising in us, making our bosom swell with the feeling that we are doing many things like Swami counselled us and inflate our pride. In-order to diffuse and deflate any such invalid thoughts, once in a while we need to take such self-audits to keep us grounded. We can also try associating ourselves with other people who we notice, are doing more good deeds than we do, so that we don't feel spiritually pompous. 



1. Do you sing your Bhajans and chant mantras from your heart and not mechanically repeat 

or sing for the sake of doing ?

2. Are you able to be at your polite most behavior with your closed ones when they do

something that normally will make you angry ?

3. Are you able to think of Swami at all times in every work you do ?

4. Are you chanting the Sai Gayathri regularly ?

5. Are you talking sweetly and with all humility , to your parents at all times ?

6. Do you see difference between people of different religions ?

7. Do you thank Swami at least once a day from your heart for the blessings you already have ?

8. Have you forgiven at least one person for the hurt they have done and surrendered the hurt, 

the pain , the anger and regret and all emotion to the feet of Swami ?

9. Do you chant Bhramarpanam everytime before you eat something or atleast think of swami

before you eat/drink something ?

10. Do you talk to people obligingly even though you don’t like what they tell ?

11. Do you chant the Gayathri mantra at least 9 times every day , 3 each morning, noon and 

night ?



12. Are you able to help someone without looking for any benefits of Good Karma in return ?

13. Have you lost any bad habits which you were suffering from , post Swami’s involvement?

14. Do you respect other gurus, religious heads and saints ?

15. Are you able to maintain equilibrium during happy and tough times with belief in swami 

that he is aware of everything and that he will take care of everything completely ?

16. Have you inspired in cultivating good habits by behaving well and not explicitly asking 

them to change their bad habits ?

17. Have you read the Sai Sathcharithra at least once respectfully with faith ?

18. Do you visit temples and offer worship to the Gods once in a while, in an effort to recharge

your energies ?

19. Do you take part in charity for feeding poor people and not merely sending donations as

monetary gifts ?

20. Do you feed animals, birds once in a while to prove that you have understood that swami is

there in animals and birds as well and you realize his omnipresence ?

21. Do you pine for swami like with earnest sincerity and pure love or simply doing things what 

he said mechanically ?’

22. Do you practice proper use money, food , time and water and take all efforts and care to

not waste them at any cost and only use them as required ?

23. Do you chant Rama Nama as much as possible ?

24. Have you gone through any of the Vahini books of Swami and understood the contents ?

25. Do you feel the presence of Swami at every second, talk with him , involve him in everything

you do to show him you understand that he is watching you always ?

26. Do you divert the praise coming your way for the good deeds you do/did towards Swami , 

in word and reality and not claim the credit of having done a sathkarma ?

27. Have you been able to distract yourself when an uncontrollable feeling of physical lust or 

mental jealousy or physical anger overtook you , by some one or something , and immediately 

remind yourself that "all are god, love all serve all , help ever , hurt never" , thereby disabling 

the bad thought immediately or gradually? 


samastha lokah sukhino bhavanthu

Feb 28, 2021

Terms of a Sathya Sai Insurance Policy



 
This is to certify that Sri Sathya Sai Insurance has been awarded to the reader of this contract after waiver of the most biggest sins that have been removed by the Insurer , known as Swami from now on under the Divine Karma Leela Act of Eternity. The policy holder will be a required to pay a premium in any of the following agreed upon terms as called out by the Insurer, Swami after taking into account the Sins and Fortunes Score of the policy holder. 
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The policy holder is expected to opt for any of the following modes of payment:
  • 24*7 Nama Smarana or 6*6*6*6 Nama Smarana 
  • Narayana Seva at regular intervals 
  • Bhajan and Seva participation
  • Reading SSS Scriptures 
  • Watching SSS Devotees experiences and Relearning newer aspects
  • Support through financial donations
  • 24*7*365 contact with various aspects of Insurer's teachings
  • Enrolling in Love-All-Serve-All Program 
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Please note that the terms and conditions , the benefits, risks and deductibles are not transferrable to any other person . If a person wishes to enroll someone else with the insurer, they can submit an application in any of the mediums available , viz : Heart-to-Heart prayer, Bhajan Prayer meet, Letter of Recommendation etc and the Insurer reserves the sole right to accept , reject or postpone the application. Should the application for insuring new client be accepted, information will be privately communicated through available channels such as dreams, physical manifestations or human contact at most unplanned circumstances . Should the application be rejected, the insured should not re-apply unless explicitly communicated to , as the reason for rejection might differ and is known only to the insurer , Swami. If a client is already insured by another Insurer, please think twice before submitting applications as it is not justifiable for the insured to take 2 paths to same destination . Should an application be identified as Postponed, please do not revoke your application, rather wait for the cooling period as communicated by the Insurer. 

Benefits of the Policy :

  1. 24*7*365 coverage from all known perils relating to Mind, Body and Athma in dream or waking states at mental physical or spiritual planes . The insurer , Swami , will be in constant touch with the insured provided the insured pays the Bhakthi-Prema premiums as applicable. 
  2. In times of trouble, if the Thought-Word-Action score of the insured be high, no need to make a call to the Insurer as the Insurer automatically removes the trouble causing agent and transfers the risk onto themselves. There will be suggestions offered at regular intervals through different channels to protect the insured from future perils that may or may not come. 
  3. Full Indemnity will be provided should the peril be identified as a Mandatory Karma Phenomenon and the issuing agent be any of the Nine council ministers headed by Saturn Enterprises . If the performance of the insured is good, measured by efforts taken to not violate the terms and conditions of the Contract of Sri Sathya Sai Insurance Policy , then there is a high chance that the Insurer , Swami may choose to transfer full and complete  Results of Mandatory Karma Phenomenon onto themselves. This is a special clause under the Guru Anugraha -Navagraha Act of Universe. 
  4. The insured is expected to have enough supplies of coupons issued by the Insurer, called the UDI Coupons , which can be used for amplifying Blessings and diminishing Sin Score and healing diseases and washing away bad thoughts , actions etc . The quantity of Udi coupon offered is subject to the Discretion of the Insurer, Swami  and it is required that the insured treats these coupons with absolute respect and reverence.   
I , the Insured hereby confirm that I adhere to the full terms and conditions as applicable to my profile as called out by the Insurer, Swami and vow to make the Bhakthi premium payments at regular intervals without lapses and be in constant touch with the Insurer, Swami, who has graciously offered and bestowed upon me this Life Term Policy after analyzing all my scores and has agreed to provide Full Coverage to me and my stakeholders as identified and accepted in the Dependents Section of the contract. .

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 Sri Sathya Sai

Love All Serve All - Sri Sathya Sai Insurance 

Dec 24, 2020

A Christmas-Thanksgiving Tribute To Swami

 


Sairam , Dear all !!!  

May more and more Swami thoughts dress you whenever you become naked with worldly stray thoughts. One must underscore that line again and absorb. To be without thoughts of swami is as raw, primitive, deformed and naked one can be. In order to live with dignity, with a strong moral compass, a heart that fearlessly beats for love out of love with no fuel from outside but purely engineered from the inner urge of volcanic love to spring forth tears of gratitude for Swami and his merciful decision , to come and wake us up for post-birth processing towards liberation. We have reached December of this challenging year, a year which has tested all our anchors with the storm of the pandemic situation, many are still struggling to keep themselves afloat. Let us hold hands this moment entreat to the divine, making their case, pleading for all those who need support and to all those who are not asking for it. May all be blessed !



As I was clicking swimming through my youtube feed of swami bhajans, I came across a lilting Sai Bhajan in English celebrating Christmas, a popular "Love is my form.." one. Link : Bhajan URL  . Wah, the music, the way swami sang , the simplicity but directness in the lyrics just suffocated all the evil out off me so much that , the bad thoughts that were living in my mind without rent , have escaped and ran for their lives after listening to an attacking incoming Swami Bhajan. I could literally feel the positive spring in me well up , as the dirt slowly raised from the bottom and swami slowly skimmed off the upcoming dirt. It is for this reason, I sometimes jokingly imagine that, Swami allows some dirt and bad stuff to form and enter in us, just to push us closer towards him.  Otherwise, how will we know, how to keep moving towards him. This life is but one of those journeys towards the Savitur, the Origin and just like we don't feel the rotation of earth when we are inside, unless we face earthquakes to realize, that we have so much happening below us. Sometimes, he takes us through a certain incident , an experience, gets our hands a bit dirty so that he has an excuse to hold our hands and wash it, and drag us closer. Otherwise, how many of us are intelligent enough to request him to pull us closer to him without a trigger ? May be that's why he repeatedly stressed on maintaining equanimity as the Ideal behavior of a Sai Devotee.


The after effect of the Bhajan, got me inspired into writing a poem thanking him and here we are . My hands haphazardly dancing over the keyboard to convey the thoughts as they are coming out one after like a water ride. 

Oh Sai, Thanks for bringing me out as a human , 
So that I can finally appreciate the existence of God, 
Oh Sai, Thanks for making me get a healthy body, 
So that I can use this to execute all my sadhanas towards reaching you , 
Oh Sai, Thanks for making me see , hear and talk , 
So that I can see your Lotus form, hear your voice and sing your bhajans ,
Oh Sai, Thanks for giving me a proper family ,
So that, there is someone around me to take care of me until I was ready to serve you
Oh Sai, Thanks for entering my Consciousness, 
So that, I can recollect why I was born and what I should strive for, 
Oh Sai, Thanks for taking out my fear of Death ,
So that , I understand that the body perishes but the soul would have merged into thou
Oh Sai, Thanks for the Athmic separation from you ,
So that, I can re-enjoy, re-live the Bliss of Merging back into you for Good !!!

Merry Christmas everyone !!! 

All praise to our Lord, Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba !!!

SamasthaLokah Sukhino Bhavanthu !!!

Nov 23, 2020

The Invisible Guardian in my life until the Vision




Jai Sai Ram .
Many of us will have an introductory moment in our journey with Swami,  and I am no exception . But, when one day I started connecting the incidents, I was amazed how he has been silently overlooking me in his own special divine way. I am narrating here the various instances in my life how Swami has been in touch with me, without me noticing it .

The Emblem

All through my growing up years back in Mylapore, we had this bureau made of metal , around 5 feet in height in average condition which we used to store clothes. This was something which was given to us by our paternal aunt, whose husband allegedly had been a swami devotee, which I came to know only in 2020 . That uncle had long passed away. That bureau had this all religion circular emblem which we all identify with Swami's call of One religion  [also shown above in this post) . Is that emblem sticker on the bureau not enough for him to watch me grow up when I had no idea about the Avatar ? . The warmer thing to note here is that, thanks to my parents, sister I got tuned to Swami's Shiridi Avatar without reason and somehow his hold on me was established all through my journey up the years in all my good and bad moments.  

The College Connect

Fast forward , high school pretty much had me hooked on to my academics and I scored very high marks and got into a good College. I met this guy, who was from a different department and somehow by swami's inspiration we both started talking when we travelled in the college bus. He used to come up and tell me Swami's experiences and I used to tightly hold on to my then Guru and Overall guardian , Shiridi Sai. Internally I used to think, no one can equal my Baba, this guy is just trying to brainwash me with stuff and somehow I never even spared a moment to take interest in Swami. Now, when I look back, my eyes well up with tears, thinking why Swami didn't drag me by the ear through someone , some random person alteast once to Sundaram , in Mylapore to quell the noise and sculpt the misshapen intellect once and for all. But he alone knows what is best for all of us and I just have to accept that as his own will.  



The Doctor Connect 

I also remember meeting a Doctor Dr .G Sairaman, who used to have a big Smiling Swami portrait as shown above and I have frequented him whenever any of us fell sick including once when I got dengue. The doctor had a calm demeanor about himself and was tall and had a good grip of his medicinal craft. Imagine the odds, when a well gifted doctor was just 10 minutes away from our home  who practiced medicine and was a Sai devotee. The familiarity that swami has been silently sowing in my unsuspecting mind. This is still from my Mylapore days. 

Enter The Telugu & Andhra Connect 




Then came the time of placement when we attended interviews and I had to go to hyderabad for the training period in the company where I got selected.  I stayed with my paternal uncle, who is an ardent Iyyappa devotee, and he had so many portraits. In those 3 months of my stay there, so many good things happened. I developed a beautiful connection with my cousin, who didn't have any comfortable vibe towards me though every summer vacation she used to come all our house for stays and bonding over childlike stuff but we never felt any vibe between us. It was so non-existent.  But in the time I stayed in their place,  now we are so close and it all sounds so crazy how things change between people . My uncle , pretty much leads all the affairs of his house and he had so many photos of all gods in his wall , hung with all old flowers and dried leaves and papers etc . I took interest and devised a plan with my cousin to clean up the entire place . There were 3-4 Swami photos of different sizes and not once did I even register his face or bothered to even look in his eye out of the slightest curiosity. Now in 2020, when I was going through my pictures, I saw his portraits and It all flashed , how he still kept looking out for me when I was in the training period of my very first employment. Also to add here is that,  like Swami often says how he will achieve multiple things with one stroke,  I also learnt telugu language through my self interests and purely his sankalpa. I speak fluent telugu now orally and we all know Swami's mother tongue is Telugu . In one  event in my life, swami made me learn his mother tongue, establish a beautiful bond with my cousin, made me clean up the altar of my uncle which had his photos .



Forgotten Sai Injections

Back to Chennai, I continued to be loyally associated with Shiridi Sai until my USA trip happened. I came back home, started printing out his pictures, making small cards, hanging photos , reclining photo cutouts in absolute relish for seeing him constantly when my eyes caught sight of a Shiridi Sai Cardboard collage which I had done a few years ago in my previous house. If you see this picture, he had convinced me to paste one of his photos in the ALL Shiridi Sai cardboard cutout and through that picture he had been silently monitoring me. In this excitement, I began to raid my old purses, family bags etc to uncover some more pictures buried between old papers and cards . One was Swami beside his Samadhi picture and 2 of the Sai Trinity pictures. I immediately did some crafting work and made them off portrayable quality. 

And Now

All through my life, until he officially onboarded me under his wing, his signature of the Silent Guardian has been there all along . These days, I choke up terribly thinking of my missed opportunity of having not seen in his Sagun form of a body, when I could have massaged his legs, washed his feet and drink that water as holy tirth. But, it all happened for a reason. He alone knows when I was ready enough to receive him. The comfort and consolation for me is that, he cared, is caring and will always care about me and somehow he will makeup for the physical intimacy I missed out with him. Until then, sai love continues.. 



Today is Swami's 95th Birthday Celebrations . May swami Bless us all to make us the ideal devotees who don't get affected by the pair of opposites and maintain singular Devotion and concentration on the Lotus feet of Swamiwaru Bhagwan Baba .


SamasthaLokah Sukhino Bhavanthu

Jul 16, 2020

Sai Baba - The "Kali Yuga Manava Sarathy"




JaiSaiRam !

Swami , in many of his discourses pulls out strands of pearls from the Song of God, more popularly known as the "Bhagavad Gita" . The essence of this gem of a book , is so vast ,& deep so much so that , unless for the self-realized one , no body will do 100% justice to translating the meaning to get to the most simplest men that walked the grounds of earth.  Only when we , as human beings as a race realized the what-how of things , we can then help the other living beings on earth , flora and fauna included.  The ultimate goal is to transform all of us , everything around us , into reflections of the super divine , and none of the casings around us ,the bodies, the exterior , is true but well engineered Illusion by Maya herself.  He often reminds us 
"Anor Aniyan Mahato Mahiyan - He is greater than the greatest and smaller than the smallest ..." ,
Sentences like these make us wonder about ourselves, who we really are , are we really who we think we are ,is god just what we think we are.  In the already chaotic world we live in, when one begins this quest for self discovery , the wave of thoughts is one tough wave to surf on. This sudden proclamation , the shocking unlearning of the things , that we thought had nothing more than how much we knew about it already, causes serious shock to the mental psyche and puts us in a trance . When we are in this state, swami, comes rushing, opens the door and sits in the chair waiting for us to catch hold of that feet and say "It's you from now on. I have no clue, oh Srinivasa , oh Parameshwara, oh ParaBhrama" . 

            

My own association with swami started on a dramatic note, Swami sometimes like to have some fun, he likes to make a cinematic entrance in our lives, for we as humans respond to those things better. Rare and Blessed are those, who on their own accord realize the enormity of the divinity ,of swami and begin to work on their life keeping Swami in the middle. Like in the Mahabharatha, where Swami , in the Krishna avatar , played the role of Arjuna's charioteer , in the catastrophic War of the millenium  even in this Kali yuga, Swami has been making inroads into our lives silently, when we least expect him to come, and help us understand that the only way OUT , is by going IN. Swami is still the "Kali Yuga Manava Sarathy", or the charioteer of the human hearts in the Kali age. 


                                                             


People and elders often express disdain saying , only evil , vile , injustice , lies , untruth and all things bad take center stage in kali age and God doesn't come in Kali age. The happenings around us, largely convince us, that even the Gods will think twice to place a toe here amidst all the dirt. But , is that true ? Did we forget, Maha Periyava , The Shankaracharyas , The Yukteshwars , Raghavendra Swamiji , Ramana Maharishi etc ? Each one these stalwarts, are indeed reflections of the Divine . They knew none of this was real and adopted a way of living , that taught us how to be on the "highway to heaven" . Otherwise, we keep making stops at each and every sense-pull , making detours, falling down, getting lost, unless due to our fortune or sheer divine mercy , some guide comes along in the form of an Avatar and processes our existence, and reorients us in the path , the ONLY path that matters. The pathetic thing here is, we are so caught up with our luggage, our own so called Goals, Destinations, co-passengers, that we turn a blind eye to the fact that we came alone, we are supposed to leave this temporal existence and steadfastly , singularly travel in our chosen paths(religions) towards the Source of Divine that pulls us towards the Almighty. We are so convinced that, what we see is what is ALL there, and the unseen is but illusion , when ironically it is the vice versa. The unseen Divine light, remains unseen until we make a desperate attempt, an urgent plea to wake up from ignorance, to avert our eyes from the sleep , as what we see or hear or feel , happens with our eyes closed. Our eyes , even with the shutters down, have a superb theater , the movies of which keep us engaged. Some of us watch the good ones, some of us doze off, some of us watch the bad ones. But , our eyes are still closed. Only when an avalanche of an avatar comes to our help, gives us a nudge, carefully to not shock us , but at the same time capture our attention, we cease travelling further towards these unreal destinations with our eyes closed. One must ever be vigilant to what they see, hear and do , like swami's pose here. 

                                                               

If we ourselves don't record what kind of a person we are, then we keep ignoring the conscience and do actions and think thoughts that are but baseless and shallow.  Swami, in his presence , when he walked and lived with us , in the body, gave darshan to millions. Why we called it Darshan ? Simply put, it means "sight" . What were we blind before ? Didn't we 'SEE' things earlier ? With the aforementioned explanation, does it now make sense for you , why it was called Darshan or the "Actual vision, Sight " that mattered in reality ? He was walking with us, making us watch him, see him, with all the senses directed at him, touching his feet, smiling and crying in bliss, smelling his lotus presence, capturing his physical form as much as the eyes can swallow , for we missed this. We had been missing this like a fish out of water, but we didn't realize it. The moment, we tasted his enigmatic presence, none of anything what we were , doesn't amount to anything.  In swami's words "I challenge you and tempt you everyday with your past, so that you may see that the past is ultimate delusion".  Personally too, I can attest to this. I had a big baggage of bad thoughts, evil desires which I secretly relished like a Pig eating Filth , but neither did I know that I was relishing discard and I was a Pig. But, the graceful almighty , the man with a heart as soft as wax , didn't even care for his own purity, he came through the mud ,the dirty  mud where I was hopelessly wrestling , with other pigs, caught me by the ear , dragged me out , gave me a bath, fed me the actual nectarine food, and made me see what I had been doing all this while, and What I should be doing from now on. The previous sentence is as real , as I can put forth, the story of my Life. Swami made me human again , only to again work with me, that I am not just human, but indeed Divinity in Human casing. Do we now realize how much help we need? 

The moment, we had our senses washed and cleansed in the detergent called Sai Baba, all we want is HIM, while he proceeds to help the others in queue, those like us who have no clue what they are doing and what's about to happen. While he "appears" to move away from us, to help others, we again become naive babies, while we start crying for his attention and don't want him to move away from us, for just we got a taste of what divine love is. Looking at our baby like innocence, all he can do is get into peals of laughter, like this 

                                                 

when in reality he never left us . Just like God made copies oh himself and created humans, Swami makes copies of himself all around the globe , giving his personalized attention to our cases, and we don't realize our own "self-appointed" swami, but we begin to yearn for the swami's copy that "appears" to move away from us. He enjoys this yearning , because, again this is a test. Whether we pay attention to swami, whether we still are in the same track that he showed us, whether we still continue to represent the ideals that he recently reminded us. The moment, we assume swami moved on and we end up getting caught in the same quicksand that swami removed us from ,  one never knows when we will get the next chance to be saved. But, on the contrary, when we abide by our new found virtues and ethics, when we continue to groom our dharma, swami continues to bless us, by our side by giving visions in dreams, by pulling in people , who also have their own swami's partnering them,  while the swami with us talks with the swami of the other person. The swami with us does all the talking with the swami's with other people ,as long as we imagine, we are different from swami. The moment, the force of our Karma, the good deeds, the strength of our divine grace reached its peak, we ourselves become Swami himself we will notice we are no longer standing, but we are "existing" . Like the light in the Sun, like the water in the clouds, like the whiteness of the moon, we simply exist in divine company and we cease to DO anything. We Simply BeTo reach this state , it all starts from having the good fortune , to first realize that we have our own swami with us and all that binds us with him is pure selfless faultless doubtless singular love, from "heart to heart" like swami says often.  "I want heart to heart connection , love to love. I don't want anything else from you. " .  Ever since Swami , silently goes invisible, he still stays with us, beside us,with us,within us, around us, before and after us, above and below us, Swami exists with us, as long as we continue to foster and groom the Love-to-Love connection from ourselves to Swami . That is the magnet that binds us with him. If we start accumulating bad things again, if we fail to realize the swami in others, slowly this magnetism begins to erode and Swami alone decides when he will give us the next opportunity for this soul-cleansing.  This is the reason why swami emphasizes that, our conscience is the actual Chithragupta, the recorder of each and every deed and thought we fathom.  The moment we realize Swami's presence with us, our thoughts and actions get transformed , cleansed , for the better. Even during struggles , we don't feel the pain, the pang of the sorrow, for we hold onto swami's hands tightly, and he makes it easy. Sometimes, he raises his hands to prevent a blow from hitting us, even IF it was destined to hit us. But, to warrant such a blessing, one must work real hard to win his grace. No one can fool Swami. The goal is to not escape from all our punishments, for Karmic Laws are meant to be experienced. BUT they can be waived, if we lose the connection that WE did the karma, WE sinned, WE did that good deed, WE did the right thing. As long as we see our identity in everything we do, we experience the good and the bad. But if we erase of the WE/I from them, they no longer exist, you don't expect the karma good or bad to return at you like a Frisbee,  as Swami would have already absorbed it for us, while we attempt to merge and get absorbed into Swami himself. 

SamasthaLokah Sukhino Bhavanthu

Jun 25, 2020

Swami's Unique method of Encouraging "Good Thoughts"





Sairam ! 

One of the best things being a Sai Devotee , a Sai child , is that , nothing is ever theoretical . Be it the sayings you read of Swami , on the net , from his discourses , email alerts , app alerts or verses from the Sathcharithra ,  if at all a particular sentence was supposed to enter our system , it always comes with a practical implementation . It's upto us to be constantly focused on Swami , to understand and map our events , thoughts with Swami's leelas.  While I have been embracing Swami's verses, pictures every time I sit on the net ,  I began to get a thought that , I should compare and try to draw parallels on what swami had told in his Shiridi Sai avatar , by re-reading the Satcharithra . But I never pursued it , though I was aware of my growing interests to read the book . The last time I completed a reading was when I was in the Americas and I had a blessed chance to go to a Sai Baba temple at a place little far my hotel . Saibaba as usual arranged the whole event . I was one day , in the pantry , watching Swami's videos when a not so close friend ,a lady , apparently a Sai devotee came up for some small talk and he mischievously entered our conversation . Then he went inside her and made her tell me that there is a Sai temple at a place, solely dedicated for Shiridi baba and it's worth going . My heart leaped, but immediately frowned , how will I go there , because it will take up and down 85 $ minimum . Then I thought , I can approach my Manager who accompanied me , in some temple trips . He immediately was in the mood to go a temple and said ,I can take you , there is also a Balaji temple nearby , so we can visit both of them . I was suffused with happiness . The way Swami connects people towards good thoughts , giving a benefit for everyone ! So I went to this temple , again by sheer fortune , I had last 2-3 chapters to be completed in my current parayan and I completed it in front of his sannidhi , while he was watching me , like this ,

 
and I went and took pada namaskar of the marble feet installed on both the places there , some udi and offered a very humble dakshina . One more amazing thing to note here is , rarely does one notice Sathya Sai Bhajans played in Shiridi Sai Temples ,as the progress of the devotees is not the same , when it comes to realizing the unity of the avatar and they remain , parallel lanes , which is not really a good thing.  But here, when I was inside , I heard Sathya Sai bhajans and my faith in the FACT that they are both one and the same was Reinforced yet again . 


The location of the temple is this : 

Shri Shirdi Sai baba Mandir Chicago,
Sai Samsthan USA,
1101 Foran Lane,
Aurora,
IL60506, 
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Coming back to my latest thought to read the Satcharithra, One of my cousins  who lives in Canada , vaguely texted in a family group about reading the Satcharithra . I initially didnt pursue that message , but something made me ask him what was it about and I came to know there were groups of people reading the Satcharithra , chapter wise, in groups of groups every thursday  . Soon ,a lady messaged me, some folks reached out to me and I was inducted into the Mahaparayan Club [ https://experiences.mahaparayan.com/ ] ,where there are classes of 4 groups each , where for each roll number , 2 chapters are allocated and we are supposed to read and confirm the same on a Thursday . What are the odds . Now , Swami has chosen the program so smartly for me . He didn't weigh me down , with the sankalapa of reading it everyday , or within a week , but relaxed ,  through many weeks while I assimilate the contents of those two chapters for that week .  

I mean , what else can you ask for ? He gives the thought , he makes our monkey mind pursue that thought , he encourages that thought , he arranges the people and resources to put that thought in motion , he connects the actions of all those involved , thereby spreading his vibes across his selected group of children , as usual achieving more than one mango on one stone.  He also fulfilled his characteristic enigmatic way of encouraging good thoughts by pulling different people on a sadhana that binds all of us together . If someone does all the work for us, from the brain's functioning to living our life the way the mind moves , I think , focusing our mind & thoughts on Swami with selfless love in our heart for him, is all what we need to do . For he has told in the Surrender Prayer as follows :

"Let Me take care of all your business. I shall be the one who will think about them. I am waiting for nothing else than your surrender to Me, and then you do not have to worry any more about anything. Say farewell to all fears and discouragement. Stop being anxious ! I always think of you, but I can help you completely only when you rely fully on Me I shall guide you only if you completely surrender to Me. And when I must lead you on a different path than the one that you expect, I carry you in My arms."
SamasthaLokah Sukhino Bhavanthu

May 5, 2020

Demystifying Sri Sathya Sai's Divine Magic Shows




Pranams to the lotus feet of Swami !

Swami , is the very personification of the Divine , Faultless , Selfless , Pure and Perennial Love . Those who have realized their association with Bhagwan , understand whatever he does , whatever he says . When a devotee reaches this state , it means, he/she is in the innermost orbit of Swami's grace and they are surrounded on all sides by Swami's presence.  To the rational mind, that is malformed with self taught  observations from an undeveloped society full of spiritually immature human beings ,who should make a gargantuan effort to embrace God & Divinity , one may be tormented with questions, doubts and fears about Bhagwan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. A true Sathya Sai devotee is one of these poor children , who face the innocent yet ignorant questions of the Non Sathya Sai devotees about the explicit use of magic ( divine leela ) by Swami over all these years . 

It is a known fact , Swami manifested rings, chains  , pictures , udi , lingams and many more things in full public eye . In fact, even after Swami's passing , his photos still exhibit Udi , sandal powder , amrit , on them on random occassions, some devotees have even shared experiences where they have had lingas ,idols and rings out of nowhere in front of Swami's photo presence.   To the normal eye , this might look like some random sadhu , who is aware of some tricks of illusion , who uses it to attract people to him to mint money out of them . There I said it. This is the exact judgmental comments that the Non-Sathya Sai devotees have in their minds. Even as I write this , I seek swami's grace on me , to clarify this popular criticism on Swami , so , that it can be laid to rest once and for all .  


Yes, there are people on the internet , who have demonstrated materializing things out of thin air, getting objects out of their mouth and trying to defame the Pure Love of Bhagwan . What do they gain out of this ? We must ask a practical question here - these so called magicians who can mimic few of Swami's leelas , how many crowds have they attracted to themselves ? How often have they had repeat audience for the same trick that they show ? Yes, I may have been attracted once, seeing a man pull off illusion and I may pay a ticket to see his show . But will I go to him again , to see the same trick ? What's there for me , seeing him do these tricks ? I can see magic videos on the internet, I can see talent shows which various countries are telecasting online , I can watch a million other things apart from his trick show . But is this case with Swami ? The only answer is a profound "NO" . Ever since Swami proclaimed his reincarnation of Shiridi Sai Baba, Swami has been demonstrating his Love in various means . These miracles are just one of these channels which he opted, out of sympathy & pity on our ignorant minds. Another practical question here , If someone claims they are an agent of God, will our so-called educated or uneducated minds allow us to believe them just on their word ? Won't we want proof ? Some miracle , some prediction coming true ,some healing of disease etc ? He did all of these and much more. Swami , who is the very embodiment of the Paramathma , the ultimate source of everything we are and we are not, demonstrated in a way we can understand, we can tangibly feel and experience . We are human beings , who are bound by the 5 senses, the panchabhutas , and we can only connect with someone or something through these 5 senses . It is our inbuilt architecture to live our life harnessing these sense attributes . Swami ,had to do these things, to convince our innocent minds and hearts , that he is not just a normal human being . In fact, sincere devotees of Bhagwan will know , that Swami scolded us if we told we are just "human beings" , since he attributes the birth as a human being as one of his best creations . It is in our capacity , as a human being of 5 senses , that we can realise deeper interpretations of Love, respect, fear , discipline and care beyond animalistic boundaries . Even animals experience love, fear, respect for the herd's king and so on , but it is only as humans we actually understand the various dimensions of each emotion , each sense and it is only through this understanding that we begin to enquire how we are born , what is our purpose, what happens after death etc .

Bhagwan , took birth as a human being, to be one among us, the species that have the best chance of realizing God, the supreme and merge with him , instead of aimlessly , recklessly serving sense objects leading us nowhere. People don't just stop their criticism there, they compare him with other God's , other enlightened avatars that took birth as human beings and try drawing parallels between the avatars. One must realize that each Avatar has a purpose and they exhibit characteristics as per their command. In reality , everytime God descended on earth , every single avatar could have done every single thing , take everyone and everything in control , but being the supreme incarnate, they disciplined themself to their own purposes and ensured that was achieved in a manner they deemed appropriate. Give some room , and these innocent non-believers and rational thinkers and logic maniacs will fill it with all baseless doubts, ignorant questions with the sole aim of not accepting Swami's divinehood. Faith requires Courage. If there is no Faith , then everything appears grey , no reasoning , no logic and no connection with our earthly signs of proven theories. If Swami did these things, it was out of pure selfless love and the people who repeatedly - I Repeat - repeatedly came for his discourses for his darshan were not just for getting objects out of thin air . Yes, that was an outward show of love, but the communication between the Lord and his devotees were through 1-1 channels . His leela is so magical that, you feel and experience that he is there only for you , just to attend to your needs , but he does it simultaneously with everyone in the crowd.

Swami's avatarhood had so many purposes, so many responsibilities .  Swami came for reinforcing the faithful with more faith and love, swami came for converting morally lost people into a path of justice, ethics and discipline , to convert some non-believers into thinking on the existence of God , to reinforce their existing faiths in their respective religions further ,  to train simple people to think like saints , and so on. Swami's leelas are so infinite in number, that If I begin to explain one aspect of his feature, I have to do justice to another and it goes on a loop.  People who came often to his live discourses, people who watch his discourses on youtube and other online avenues, again and again - were they merely attracted by his use of Siddhis ? Does anyone have any idea on what or how it feels to be the recipient of Swami's overflowing grace and love ? One will stumble for words , for, all we can think of , is conveying our thanks to swami for watching over us every second , every step and every breath of our life. He teaches us lessons through our varying degrees of punishments, he teaches us humility and gratitude through experiences - the trick is simple here . If one trains to see Swami's hand in everything , then the mind will not strain itself to grasp what he does, why he does . The heart, when it is full of love and faith , that alone gains complete authority to receive every single experience as Swami's sankalpa , Swami's will .  

Every SAI devotee would have faced tough periods, a loss , a failure ,but none of them are perturbed. It is because , Swami , though he is beyond time and space , gives way to Karma , to allow it to impart its unbiased effect on the doers , the good reap the good, the bad reap the karma of their bad actions, thoughts etc. In exceptional cases, Swami intercedes and either absorbs the karma on himself or dilutes the effects on his devotee , but come what may , every single second , or millisecond ,he is working for us , working with us , and all we need to do  is to maintain a constant unwavering faith , chanting God's names, like Rama Krishna Narayana , Allah , Jesus , constantly think of Swami , give him an opportunity to constantly keep in him engaged with our own remembrance and only then do we become an ideal devotee- a devotee who is completely immune to gain or loss , happiness or sorrow , pleasure or pain . If a person tunes into Sai frequency , then to maintain this spiritual mental equilibrium is an effortless task , and it is just a matter of time when Swami chooses to relieve us from this Bodily attachment, from this mortal ghostly body and releives the soul trapped in this body to be quickly sucked into Swami's enormous ocean of Sat Chit Anand , or Divine Cosmic Bliss. 

I urge , the devotees, to continue to obey Swami's instructions as applicable , what he has told for all of us and what he has specifically suggested for you , with single pointed faith , firm devotion and not expecting fruits of this sadhana.  For the non-believers , I just request one thing . It is  totally understandable , If you have not been summoned by Swami , may be you are meant to be with some other shakthi , may be you are the next batch of people to be liberated, may be you are never to be saved  , whatever it is , your current grade in this Karmic cycle of life and death , if you do not feel for swami , atleast don't pass comments like how you do on actors, politicians and sportsmen , even that is wrong ,then what to say of God himself . If someone asks you about Swami , just respond saying , I don't know about him, I am not informed enough to comment on him , but what I know is his , his devotees claim he is God incarnate. This way , not only are you protecting yourself from not committing the sin of defaming Swami but also you are sharing the Truth  , you are sharing what needs to be told to everyone. Let the other person decide his/her equation with Swami  .  

I wish to write more and more , but , I don't want to dilute the core crux of this piece ,that is to imperatively drive home the message - that Swami is not just the Miracles he did , he is beyond that , he is absolutely everything and he is the very Consciousness itself, and one must not simply judge something by the cover . 



May Good spirits guide you , your mind and give you the courage to practice the Art of Faith. 

Samasthalokah Sukhino Bhavanthu